the following article that i posted was not because of what u did in past..but for us to learn..a friend told me about love,patience and fairness..but the thing is im not obsessed...i tried..im sorry if ur being nice to me...then im sori..because i have behaved badly..the reason why i posted that not meant for u alone but for the readers,myself and friends..if i have offended you...im sorry...i now we're given choices to make in life..but right we donot know..we know nothing..we just hope that he gave us the best..yes i admit..if im obsessed..im crazy...im crazy...but then again..please,i have no bad intetntion but what i did was to give people a very long thought to think about life...and learn...i admit,i was wrong..i was a jerk in ur eyes..but then im no more..

im sorry..its up to u to believe..

Adding On...

Pls Read the previous post before u guys read this...!!!!!!!!


And Think again...JAGNA DEKATKAN DIRI KITE DENGAN DOSA...WALAUPON DENGAN SIKIT..MMG BERAT NK LEPAS DARI DOSA...DARI DUNIA..DARI MAKSIAT...THAT IS WHY I WROTE THIS THAT IF IS U READ IT....


MUHAMMAD S.A.W TOLD UMAR R.A.....A WAR THAT IS GRETAER THAN BADAR...WAR AGINST OUR NAFS...PERANG ATAS NAFSU....NAFSU KITE...YA ALLAH....TOLONGLAH YA ALLAH....AKU DOA PADA KAU DI BULAN MULIA..PLEASE ALLAH..PLEASE ALLAH...OPEN OUR HEART...AND LET US THINK...FOLLOW OUR HEART THAT... we can make the right choice...we are a choice in life to choose..make sure its best...insyaAllah....

DEKATKAN LA DIRI DENGAN ALLAH DAN JAUHKAN DARI DOSA....
BERCINTA SEKARANG TK GUNA....
BERCINTA NNT...BERCINTA BILE SAMPAI MASANYA...BARU KITE TAU...

WE are young...UTAMAKN IBU,AYAH,FAMILY,FRENS...THAN LOVE..

AND...NOW THE BEST THING IS...THINK AND ASK OURSELVES....WE ARE YOUNG..WE DOSENT KNOW LIFE...MENTAH.MENTAH,MENTAH......STUDY FERST..AND DEKATKAN DENGAN ALLAH...ALLAH MAHA BESAR AND AKAN TOLONG KITE...ALLAH SEGALANYER UNTUK KITE.......

Subuh....

This morning i went for subuh prayers...
and i heard hadith..hadith about fadhilat ramadhan and fadhilat sedekah...
a story of one hamba Allah..he has made o alot of sins in his life...
One day he came across Muhammad S.A.W...and he says...O Muhammad..I have made alot of sins..and i do not know if Allah will forgive all my sins..

And Muhammad said...Does ur mum still alive??
He says..No...
Muhammad Ans...ur aunt??
He says yes...
Go and pay attention at ur most towards ur aunt...then Allah will forgive u...
Utamakan Ibu,Ibu,Ibu,Ibu...Then Ayah..Aunty,Uncle..

Just Now my mum gave me an advice about life...
if i dont follow what she asked me to do...i will be a disgraceful son..
and i know i will not have happiness in life...
but then i must think..
what is best for me..

because right now i know..to have someone in life dosent mean its going to last..
because we are young...
dont get ourself involve with sins...
dont let anyone touch us..
except...anyone that has blood ties with us..mum,dad,unty,uncle,niece,nephews...
yes my mum scolded me..and im being grateful..because i must not keep any secret...
just think if we have girlfriend or boyfriend...tell ourselves..we are young..we do not know what LOVE is..A True Love Awaits us..not we searching for it...A true love comes by itself...now..we must not hope..we make dua..DUA WHAT IS BEST FROM US.DUA THAT ALLAH WILL SAVE US FROM DOING SINS...if someone touch us..we ask ourself...I have self respect..i must not let any guys or girls touch me...im nt cheap..im full of dignity...

i must not let anyone touch me even holding hands...
if we noe what is wrong in our religion that is for example...we made mistakes..we repent..just say this to ourselves...i do not want to be like before..i made huge sins..i do not want to repeat it again...just a slightest touch of a guy and gerl..its a sin..i must not let that happen....because we will get dirty..and people sees us will think that we are dirty...if we learn what is halal and what is haram..but we dont apply..kita tk amalkan..TK GUNA KITE BELAJAR....TIDAK GUNA UNTUK KITE....true love wait for us...now we can have fun..fun but we know our batas..BATASAN KITE SEBAGAI MANUSIA..KITE LEMAH..KITE BUAT DOSA...kite mesti insaf...menyesal ape kite buat...PENYESALAN BUKAN UNTUK YANG TIDAK BAIK BUT IS IS A VERY GOOD SIGN...BACALAH SURAH AT TAHRIM..kite akn fahm..we must think for ourself...we think...i made a very very very very very very huge dosa yanf sangat besar ya allah...AMPUNKAN KAMI...JAGAN AKU BUAT YANG AKU BUAT DAHULU..KAU BERILAH AKU YANG TERBAIK..u know more than we do...

when we made mistakes..we see our mistakes so we dont do it again...if we love someone..WE MUST NOT HOPE BUT WE ASK FOR BEST IN LIFE AND HEREAFTER...KITE MESTI PANDANG DOSA2 KITE...SEBAB TU KITER TAUBAT..SATU TAUBAT YANG DINAMAKAN WA TAUBATAN NASUHA...

kite tengok..org mcm kite nie ape??
nk ke kite pegang tangan yang bukan muhrim...
pimpin??
cium??
semue tu???

kalau pernah buat dosa mcm tu..dosa yang HARAM...FIKIRLA..FIKIR DA TANYE PADA DIRI KITE...KENAPE ALLAH MASEH HENDAK TERIME DOA???

SEBAB ALLAH NK KITE LIHAT DAN PANDANG DAN FIKIR DAN TANYE DAN BUAT KEPUTUSAN...decision waht is best for our lives...

yes i admit..if i dont..i will not share it with u...pls read and ask urself...what kind of treatment do u want in ur life???

and MUHAMMAD S.A.W SAYS...THE ONE THAT ARE SMART ARE THE ONE THAT..1)DO NOT THINK OF DUNIA
2)PREPARE FOR DEATH AND BEFORE THEY GO INSIDE THEIR OWN GRAVE..

dear readers...

i hope it will bring something for u guys...
jazakaallah...

Yeah...

Just now went asar with hazmi...temankan amik bubur...then when im doing my ablution.i saw this person..familiar sey...cnferm ade yang ditemankan...hehehe...orite da nampak...tros ape lagi..continue with the ablution..

So i missed one rakaat and need to pay back..after that duduk one corner..tadarus Al Quran..i need to memorise all my surahs...about 40+ surahs...Ya Allah..give me Strength...so waited for hazmi to take his porridge...and that time hazmi told me..aku dapat satu sey...diorang tk kasi aku amek lagi...org tu kate tutup pintu...hahahahahaha......

tkperla..maybe theres a reason..mane tau tk sedap...LOL..(astaghfirullah)....

sekarang tgh tunggu masa when i will be having beard???
weird eh..but ya..i want it bcoz sunnah bebeh...

a lil will do as long as i have it..InsyaAllah..dua hari2..
and i hope ALLAH what i left for u with my dua that i serah kt kau will be a good one for me..bcoz lastime i dint get it but i hope...this time it will be good for me...nt hoping too high...just tawakkal la..if wat i see is true...InsyaAllah it will but leave it to him...InsyaALLAH..kalau tk..mngkn ade reason..tapi mestila i want it Allah but leaving it to u will be the best...

And this morning pegi subuh....hadiths is where u read with more than one people..nt reading it alone..because hadith is Ilmu Fada'il...it has to be shared and spread to sesiapa..so that they get the knowledge..remember..nt reading alone...but share it...

and theres hadith frm Abu HURAIRRAH r.a narrates that Muhammad S.A.W told that abu hurairrah asked him....O Muhammad...who will be the one i should utamakan larh...Muhammad said...Ur MOTHER...he cont after that??....Muhammad Ans...Ur MOTHER...then he cont again..Muhammad ans...Ur MOTHER...he asked again...Muhammad nas..Then UR Father...

InsyaAllah i will try my best to give my mum a happy smile...before she closed her eyes,or before i closed my eyes ferst rather than her...and also my family larh...and of kos...InsyaAllah future also where one big family..yeah..

InsyaAllah...

If u want that to happen...if its the best for the life of urs...then InsyaAllah it will happen..Because Allah knows more than we do....

Inner Heart...

Yes i know how u feel...
bcoz i do..
i know how u love him...
bcoz i have to let u go...

but when time comes...
inner heart of mine that i nid to let it out...
but i do not know when...

if regrets whats best for u to realise...
then i will support u frm behind...
but now...
try to live happily...

fun never lasts...
so does happiness..
if ur ready...i will be...
if regret is what u are feeling in other time...nt now...

maybe u need someone...
if u are regretting abt the past...
try to build better relationship in future...
i do not noe wat is wrong with me....

i know im being selfish...
but let me say this to u...

if lastime ur uncomfortable with my fren...
now i know ur nt....
but what im saying is that i just have feelings and it says to me that u will feel uncomfortable again....

yes i know uncomfortable is different from scared...
but u will it again...
i donot know wen...
but u will uncomfortable..it will be followed by scariness...
that is different but it has something hidden....
u nid to unlock it and look for its meaning....

yes i admit how u dreamt me with you...
cuddling...sitting..closely and yes i admit..i feel the warmth too...
a strong feeling of mine or senses of mine was like giving me some message..i know it sounds crazy bcoz ur with oda person...but its feeling of happiness,nice,lovable,touching and it coming true..but i just leave to him to decide...

from the ferst tym i read it..i know it was me...
i really do...its nt ur oda guys but the ferst thing that came across my mind was myself...
yes i know u scared losing me...but..
we do not know future...
let me make some senses here...u like it that was why u asked me a qn...
u want it to happen..yes i admit also...
but i cant say aniting...
i jus can smile...hoping to happen..
i know hoping is just hope...
but u and me want it...
thats different...

yes i know i admit my mistakes...
and i also do not want to think about myself..
im selfish in some ways..
but i know what u want to achieved...
but all that i cant say i leave it to him again...

and i told u that i will tell u sth..
yes i do...
but only when the right time has come...
when it has come..
i hope ur ready to hear...
and from there i will make my move...

i will ask the one above to settle for me...
and i hope he settles for u too...
yes,i know i sounded crazy..yaya..

i admit...but the best thing is we must be patient..
and i hope what im telling u will not make u feel sad or down..
maybe i ca be a happy feeling...
but yes i promise i will tell u....

bcoz...u and me sees this...light blue shirt,white pants that covers his knees,dragging him along the way...crying so that one of us could carry him...

i know im crazy...
if u want to think me crazy..go ahead...maybe i am..or maybe im nt or in fact maybe..u feel how i feel....

Duaa..

Went To Subuh Prayer And Heard Of Hadith About Ramdhan and Duaa..

when we are untidy..our duaa will not be accepted..

when we eat,drink that is haram..our duaa will not be accepted..

if our duaa is accepted,meaning it has something good for us..

if nt...its also good for us...

After i heard all those riwayats...i went out from the mosque and raise my hand looking at the sky..

My Allah..I hope my DUAA has something good for me...and maybe us all...

Sujud..

Nature Showing A Stone...

Sujud Kepada Allah

Alafasy...

Missed You Nenek....

Its Been 6 Months U Left Me Nek...And From There I Really Missed You So Much...
I STILL REMEMBER MY FIRST DREAM OF YOU....
u scolded me because of some personal reasons...
but when i told u..u smiled and u slowly were out from my sight...nenek after u left me...i was alone and i was in a critical condition..after u left me..i fought alone just to have happiness in life...nenek,i missed you soo much.......

Nenek,I can only be patient to get what i want in life although people think im crazy and it wont happen...all my friends have been giving me courage and advices...nenek if ALLAH give me his blessings and InsyaAllah i will nake him know you...nenek..my heart told me..i do not have to be sad,angry,or hurt...because im nt wrong...justice will lead to happiness...i just have to see and hear and ask myself..

Nenek...I LOVE YOU.

A Story Of Past,Present And Future.....

Alright now readers....
Sharing u guys stories out there..
A story of past,present and future...

its from my favourite storybook...Here it goes...

there was a time a villager fell in love with a lady...
but this lady,she has many dates in her life...but she dosent know who to chose,whose the best...
poor this village boy..he likes her alot since he was 15..and the lady also 15...lady tkkn gegerl..apeda..

orite so then he tries to be fren of hers...slowly,and yes..they became so close and they share each others feelings..hehehehehe....but then the got a fight..and decided to leave each oder..and the gerl found a guy..but the gerl left werds that hurts the village guy..poor him again...and btw..a few mths and years,the gerl had a terrible fate..she felt hw the village guy feels...and decided to look for him again...and the village guy grew more handsome and the lady met him and said sorry for the whole thing..the village guy accepted her and they live together happily w ups and downs..facing shortcomings..the settle together...

until nw....the lady has made the right choice...bcoz of all the guys,the village boy has sth that all guys she met lack of...PATIENCE.....

cool kan..

Islam...

There Was A Time Where Perang Badar...The Biggest War In Islamic History...Has Ended...
So Saiyidina Umar Ibn Khattab Said To Muhammad...Ya Rasullullah S.A.W...Our War Has Ended..And Its The Biggest War In History...

Muhammad Answered:....Oh Umar,The Biggest War Has Just Started...War That We have To Admit That is Difficult To Handle...War Against Nafs...Perang Atas Nafsu....Until Now People Are Still Having Difficulties Fighting...I Admit Also..

There Was A Time Also Allah Command...If There Were To Be The Last Prophet...I mChose Umar Ibn Khattab To Be Last Prophet..But I Have Appointed Muhammad S.A.W To Be The Last Prophet In The World...Nabi Akhir Zaman...How Amazing Umar Was In His Years..From Kafiroh,To Islam...Allah Has Chosen Him To Be The Second Khalifah...In Mid Alleyway...The Syaitans and The Jinns Were Happened To Be There..When Suddenly One Of The Syaitans Came To Them....WE MUST GO...THERE IS ONE STRONG PERSON OUT THERE..WE WILL LOSE....Answered The Syaitans...:We Are Strong......

NO....Its STRONGER THAN US IN ANY WAYS....ITS UMAR AL KHATTAB....And The Syaitans Dispersed Away From The Vista As Umar's Name Was Voiced Out....

There Was A Time Also Where Muhammad S.A.W And His Followers Coming To Makkah...Where The People In Makkah Do No Accept Them..And Thus Not Welcoming Them...Muhammad S.A.W Went Back To Madinah...And Umar Al Khattab Wished For His Permission To Do Something....And Muhammad S.A.W Give His Blessings...Umar Went Back To Makkah And Rammed The Villagers...Umar Was So Fierced And Srict In Islam...He Was A Warrior....

There Was A Time Also When Adam A.S. Was Born With Sand...Allah Created Hawa From His Bone..Adam A.S Wanted To Touch Hawa...But Then Allah Commanded Him And Said To Him...

Oh Adam...If You Wanna Touch Hawa...U Must Provide The Mas Kahwin..(malay werd)...So Adam Asked..What Is It???

Provide With The KALIMAH NUR MUHAMMAD SALLAHUALAIHIWASSALAM.....and From There,Adam Knew There Will Be The Last Prophet In The World.....

JazakaAllah..
Assalamualaikum.....

This Pic Was Taken In 2006..Month Of Ramadhan

~The Whites~

Maybe Theres Someone says I Look Good Wearing White

Macam Nak Mati Jek..

lol.

Picture With Love

Allahumma Solli ala...

Ramadhan...

Assalamualaikum...
Todae is the third day of fasting...alhamdulillah yest i managed to get 23 rakaats..thnx Allah,thnx hazmi for pushing to the end..tasyhkil aku eh hazmi..Good Job...but for me..its nt the amount of rakaats that we performed..its wether ikhlas or nt..if we do 20 rakaats but then if we're nt sincere enough,all those prayers that we performed,will not be accepted..yes indeed..

There was a time when i had a dream...i dreamt of prophet Muhammad S.A.W...That time i was at Makkah..and theres someone called me and said..Muhammad Wants to see u...

The sad thing was,i do not have the chance to see his face,its like,hes from behind talking to me..when i woke up...i couldnt believe that Allah has chosen me to dream Of PROPHET MUHAMMAD S.A.W....syukran Allah..

u see guys,people always makes mistakes..even me..sometimes whether we realised it or we dont..werds can be pleasant to be heard and sometimes it can be unpleasant...we humans should realise how Allah give us alot of chances to repent...but we humans are so SELFISH just to give a second chance...how cruel are we????

A few weeks before...i dreamt of someone...he was so small,chubby...and he was inside his cradle...and i was happy to see him bcoz he was smiling at me and was playing with his toys..i donot know what is wrong with me...and i noe im nt crazy or naiive or living in other world....he was kicking his legs and was looking at me,smiling...he was who i see...if someone happens to know him..the person might think im crazy...if the person happens to know him and sees him also..maybe the person also thinks as i thought of...hes a boy...when i woke up..i think abt it..and smtyms i thought whether is it my future...but theres a feeling of mine also saying its gonna be true InsyaAllah....but all i can say...i leave it to Allah...

Forgive me Allah...

Classic...

Raya 2007

Emo Boy..Asl Hareez????

Getting Ready For The Day...

ALAMAK!!!!

45 And 47..Their Age

Wet!!!




No Shame!!!!

No Shame!!!






My Painting..B3 seyy

I Remembered diyana told me...'Asl Shaz???...Ouh Pasl Tasha kan....'

This Is Me..Look Diff or Same???

Huhu.....

So Yesterday tk dpt 20 puluh...maybe Allah tk izinkan..need to go bk hme coz nid to help mummy angkat barangs...hehe..can be strong.biceps,triceps increase in size..hahah.lol.
so this is tasha..frm sec 1 to 4..mmg rapat dari dulu..hehehe...tgk muke tu..stepping fierce ar u...
she koled me and ask me...u want pahala???u download for me one song..WOMAN IN LOVE..cheyydebah...hahahahah...mcm btol2 je....

Actualli i donot know why i have this kind of feeling...a feeling of happiness..a feeling of my past...
and all of a sudden like mmg,touching..bcoz i also do not know wats the actual reason..a feeling like it will happen..its like coming again..i donot know why...but i like it...


but now i cant say anithing...i juz focuz on what i really want to achieve in life..maybe theres sth in my heart that ive kept for ages..but i think its best nt to let it out ferst..wait for the right moment...bcoz tkmu tergopoh gapah...haish...actualli before i sleep...everyday..i donot know why..but i see this hamba Allah...i donot why...if i have the same feelings...hamba Allah tu ade feelings like hw i felt...its a question...

From the day i saw the hamba Allah,till nw..i think ive made the right decision..i've already told everything and leave it to Allah and wait for the moment to come..maybe early..maybe later...patience...then frm there...i'll know.....

Taraweeh...

ALHAMDULILLAH..Todae 20 RAKAATS...

SYUKRAN ALLAH...Syukran Walhamdulillah

Quran Reciter...

Mishary

Alafasy

A Picture....

A Picture That Changes Everything....
A Picture In Your Belonging...
A Picture Of A Love..
A Picture Of A Person U Misses And Want To Be With...
A Picture Of Strength..
A Picture Of All Pictures...



A Picture......
That's All...
A Picture Of Happiness...
A Picture Of Everything...


Its A Picture...
And It Will Be A Picture Of Happiness In Future...

source taken from Enid Blyton...

Who Was The One Referred To???

Am i The One???
Or Just Someone else???
Would U Please??
I Do Not Have Any Idea...
No
No
No....
If Its True..
What Is Wrong With Me????
Mistakes,Mistakes,Mistakes...
Perhaps,Perhaps,Perhaps..
Sounds Similar...
Tuning I Guess...
Dont Ever Play With Fire..
Coz It Will Make U Terrified...
Dont Play With Feelings...
Coz It Will Make U Cry...
People Deserve More Than What They Deserve...
Dont Play With Heart..
Coz We Are Tooooo Young...
We Describe Ourselves As Immature..
We Are Our Own...
When We Say Bad Things...
It Will Reflect Back At Us...
And Of Course....


We Are For Who We Are......


~Motivate~
Thank You.......
Thanks School....

~HAPPINESS~

~Investiture~

NYP INVESTITURE~~~~~~~~

Long Lasting....

Smile Always Baby....

When Lawa Met Surprised.....

Got Nothing Better To Do..Pictures!!!!

Cheyy..Lawa..

Alrite..So Ari tu jumpe SHARRIFAH NATASHA...lama tk jumpe is equal to=RINDU...

took alot of pics wih her..hehehe..i was so SHOCKED that she lost weight sey..COOL KAN...hahaha..So shopping lar...ape lagi..haha..she asked me to try one long sleeve kemeja kt TOPMAN..hahaha..she took XS hahahahahahahaha..cute kan..hehehe...but then it dint fit me..LOL.....saddened..after that she introduce me to her working partners..like very klakar...haha...still remember liking her during my year four in Spf..hahaha..kekek sey..

TAPI TKPER...BEST APER...GEREK SEY GOT THE VERY LONG AWAITED CHANCE TO MEET HER UP..then go Mc ar she bought milo..."NNT BERAK BARU TAU"..haiyo..berak pon mau ckp keper????

So JALAN2 round SATU SHOPPING MALL at BUGIS JUNCTION..SANGGUP eh frm school i finished at 3 go to bugis just to meet her up..sweet keper..hahaha..

'Shaz,u want me to buy u baju'???..waa..baek nyer..hehehe cool ar u tasha..TOOK PICS AND SHE TOLD ME STH....I look GOOD KAN??..hahahha..sedapkan hati yelarr...(LOL)...hahaha..HAPPYKAN DIER LAA...

Then WENT FOR ASR'..kt MASJID SULTAN..TERIGT JLN2 NGN KAWAN..

Nevermind...NEXT TIME I HOPE I CAN GO OUT AGIN WITH HER...hehehe...

After i went home sey..GT SILAT..SHE LAUGHED AT ME ...'da lambat kan????'...hahahaha...

haish...