As days passed by...i wondered,do i deserve to be a fren with hamba Allah??

manusia paling kurang ajar dalam dunia nie mmg cant be accepted by all people...
a person who says bad things about hamba Allah donot deserve any friendship...

of what happen in past...its past..
but sometimes i know i dumb..

hamba Allah surely hate me by now..tk guna im alim but i always hurt peoples feelings..hamba Allah feelings..sometimes i wondered..have she felt hw i felt right now???

maybe yes...maybe no...a person u cant get over it...

mmg i accepted what is like to be said as a ******....InsyaAllah i will try to learn...

a person lyk me really deserve to be slapped by hamba Allah...
just give it...i'll appreciate and take it ikhlas..Insya....

but never in my heart upon what hamba Allah did to say that...to slap,to say the worst things...

Hamba Allah tk tau that i lied to a person thats close to me..in ramadhan,i was scolded because backing up about hamba Allah...lied saying hamba Allah new guy is my nyp silat mate just to talked with him and Hamba Allah...if the person that i love knows...i will be dead,and she wont trust me..im sorry mother...

I deserve all this...

i know till now..upset...upset of all...but i have one that i can rely..Allah..effort..leave it to him...

im just a piece of fren...just a piece...

now i know who i am.....

A piece.