Look Ahead Of You

What was my most happening event that happened in my life?

well thinking about it again i really kinda don't believe it..haha..coz certain people can't do it..

Well lastime i dono how i came across her and thinking about it back..it was funny..and weird.

She was like so called a wild type girl..u know teenagers nowadays.. i saw one couple..they thought salam mataer is good,taat..padahal kalau org tu fikir balek..dosa.Its sinful bcoz u know hanya suami isteri yang buat mcm gtu..tu baru taat yang menjamin syurga..mataer salam dapat dosa untuk diri mereka..kelakar kan..hiash..dunia nak kiamat..

Back to the story..yeah well she was abit mcm very nk susah percaya its her..well she knows me and somehow i got to know her closer and she told me this and that..which made me hard to believe..and scared at the same time..bcoz only Allah knows how it feels..but as days past by..i just did my normal prayer...and from there she noticed a different in me..well i dono..only she undastands..lately she knows im a type that knows the laws in Islam..and she got to know i prayed in the mosque..

As i know i did asked her to pray in the cabin..for a moment she kept quiet and thought about it for a while and in the end she agreed..may Allah forgive her..

and i taught her bit by bit..i know how to make her understand and sometimes when she asked me...i will tell her to make her fully understand..and she continued her prayer..and told me..eversince shes with me, she really feel at peace bcoz she started praying eventhough its hard for her to adapt..bcoz i know lastime she knows how to pray but she dint..

sooner she really really into Islam..jaga solat..which made me happy..may Allah forgive her..till then she started going to the mosque..may Allah forgive her..and she did told me she wanted to wear scarf...but i know shes not ready yet bcoz its very hard for women to change...i taught slowly by slowly like how my dad slowly taught my mother...maybe i follow my dad more..mostly wat i did was wat my dad did during his teen years..

She told me when she came out from the mosque..'rindu masjid'...but then i told her mosque is not wajib fo women to perform their prayer..the place yang paling afdal untuk wanita adalah kamar tidur mereka..

So she took my advice and understand it..may Allah forgive her..

then she slowly wear scarf..going out wearing scarf until her frens dint recognize her..but i know for her type its quite hard..she needs support..and wen i say to her wen the time she put on the scarf meaning she have to jaga aurat. Even wen shes going out to buy kitchen stuffs..jemur kain kt luar ke..still she have to jaga aurat...it is hard for women..

i don't realise i did those stuffs..to change her..from that moment.i just say to Allah..theres a reason why u chose me..which i cant say..i did say to her..with this werld in ur heart..im sorry if change u to be like this..well she answered me..bcoz of u,i changed to be better u guided me..i do not wanna lose you bcoz ur the one who resulted me in this situation and i really bersyukur..

May Allah forgive you.

How in the world i could change a wild-type girl to this kind of a new girl..

well my heart told me..

"Kerana agama perempuan terpikat kepada kau..walaupun apa terjadi,orang yang die akan kembali adalah orang yang membimbing dia dahulu which is you"......

May Allah Forgive Me