Ramadhan has been a very very very best month for me..because i learnt something..now i learnt not to be noisy, control myself...less irritating n mostly from everyone less annoying..even my best fren said so..ok..but ALHAMDULILLAH, im trying my best now..slow and steady..i noe its nt gonna take about three or one week to change but INSYAALLAH it will somehow u noe, nt disappear but improvements can be noticed..INSYAALLAH..

One ustaz told me..in EVERYTHING that we do, we have to be PATIENT..even when ALLAH has shown us the answer directly or indirectly in WHATEVER we DO..we still HAVE TO be PATIENT...

In general effort has to put in..and the rest LEAVE IT TO ALLAH..when we are sad or down thinking abt what happened to our LIVES..we always think ALLAH SETS EVERYTHING FOR US..WE HAVE TO BUILD THIS YAKIN IN OUR IMAN THAT EVERYTHING COMES FROM ALLAH..somemore now is the HOLY MONTH..get near to ALLAH and ask him the best..

You know guys people ard me whom i loved the MOST..said to me that made me think..although its hurting to hear n accept the fact..I know by being the other way round, n changed and also DOA N PUT IN EFFORT N LEAVE TO ALLAH...INSYAALLAH maybe the people ard us will tend to be near me more, feel comfortable..n who knows CLOSER...INSYAALLAH..

Even when we put in our effort and eventhough it has a bad or good ending, it is already fated and things happen for a REASON..ONLY ALLAH KNOWS FERST..but we will noe on the later part..because ALLAH wants us to LEARN from MISTAKES and He PROMISES THE BETTER ONES ARE STILL YET TO COME..

We must have that YAKIN..build it in our IMAN..


InsyaAllah....